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The usual time-filler
Apr. 5th, 2004 02:09 am( Read my latest survey )
I feel pretty worthless right now. I was completely mean and short-tempered with everyone at rehearsal today and I didn't mean to be or need to be. I just hate looking back and realizing I've been a total jerk to people I care about. If I had an excuse for it maybe then that would be one thing, but I didn't and it bothers me. Not being able to caough up any sensible reason for why you were behaving that way doesn't do anything to smooth things over. Just forget it and go on, I guess. If anyone stays mad at me that's their right. I'll just sit here listening to my new cd's and try not to be seen.
I feel pretty worthless right now. I was completely mean and short-tempered with everyone at rehearsal today and I didn't mean to be or need to be. I just hate looking back and realizing I've been a total jerk to people I care about. If I had an excuse for it maybe then that would be one thing, but I didn't and it bothers me. Not being able to caough up any sensible reason for why you were behaving that way doesn't do anything to smooth things over. Just forget it and go on, I guess. If anyone stays mad at me that's their right. I'll just sit here listening to my new cd's and try not to be seen.
