Day of meaninglessness
Aug. 14th, 2003 01:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
uberreinigerI'm at that age when birthdays just drag me down. Getting older is not something I want to do.
But, the Type O Negative concert tonight was fun. REALLY fun. DIdn't seem like they played for very long, but then again all their songs are like, seven minutes, so it was probably a lot longer than it felt. Not much can be said for getting to see one of your most favorite bands live other than that it was everything you expected it to be, which it was.
Not much can be said indeed. Lately I just find myself not wanting to speak as much, type as much, or have as much to say. My conversations are curt and short, my LJ entries don't inspire in me hte same racous joy they once did. The only area in which I feel I'm more locqacious is my fiction writing. That particular well never runs dry, thank God. Maybe it's just doldrums resulting from the stasis my life is in, or maybe it's something else. Either way I doubt it's permanent. It's not even like I'm depressed or anything. I just... don't have a lot to say. I hope nobody thinks I'm being rude. I just find myself lacking in words or desire to use them. Maybe it's just a sign of needing time to one's self, or time finding new things and people, both of which I think I could definately go with right now.
But, the Type O Negative concert tonight was fun. REALLY fun. DIdn't seem like they played for very long, but then again all their songs are like, seven minutes, so it was probably a lot longer than it felt. Not much can be said for getting to see one of your most favorite bands live other than that it was everything you expected it to be, which it was.
Not much can be said indeed. Lately I just find myself not wanting to speak as much, type as much, or have as much to say. My conversations are curt and short, my LJ entries don't inspire in me hte same racous joy they once did. The only area in which I feel I'm more locqacious is my fiction writing. That particular well never runs dry, thank God. Maybe it's just doldrums resulting from the stasis my life is in, or maybe it's something else. Either way I doubt it's permanent. It's not even like I'm depressed or anything. I just... don't have a lot to say. I hope nobody thinks I'm being rude. I just find myself lacking in words or desire to use them. Maybe it's just a sign of needing time to one's self, or time finding new things and people, both of which I think I could definately go with right now.
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i hear ya brotha....
Date: 2003-08-13 11:52 pm (UTC)Well, you aren't free entertainment. we haven't paid to see tricks and you aren't getting paid to perform.. so you sit as quietly as you like. or pipe up whenever you feel driven. everyone should get their time to do what they need to do for themselves, be it writing, sitting on their ass or being the ever popular lucky pierre... i'm working on giving myself some justification for mental relaxation right now. i'll let you know how the struggle goes.
I'm glad you had fun at Type O. You deserved it:)
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Date: 2003-08-14 05:59 am (UTC)Donkey blumpy carries a suffocation risk.
Just a community service message from your cheery everyday Jon.