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Expletives!
Jun. 20th, 2011 06:55 pmI was in such a good mood a few days ago, what with Lilies War and all. Now I am completely fucking pissed off. I am at the library using the computer because my computer, the one I put all that effort into making run normally again NO LONGER TURNS ON! I went to turn it on this morning and it just wouldn't turn on. The power source seems to still provide power but you push the on/off button and nothing happens. I don't know what this means. I hope it's just a switch or some cheap part that needs replacing because I don't have the means to buy another computer.
Apparently I am severely internet addicted because just this short time of not having my computer has made me extremely cranky and irritable. I am ready to snap at anyone and anything who gets in my way. Instead of wasting all day online I finished reading George R.R. Martin's A Clash of Kings but if you're at all familiar with the series you'll know that finishing that books isn't the best way to improve a bad mood.
Oh and you want to know what's really, really good? What's so full of fucking WIN the universe cannot contain it? The movie that I've been filming, that I've been so excited about being a part of CANNOT BE COMPLETED. Why? Because the lead actor has apparently decided to bow out with only TWO DAYS OF FILMING LEFT. I do not know why and I do not care. Fuck him. Fuck that guy. I hope something horrible something happens to him. I'm tired of getting fucked over and don't care for the excuses of the people who do it. I was EXTREMELY proud of my work in this movie. I was SO PROUD that I swallowed my anger when a man I have a pathological desire to maim came on as the "producer" in the middle of the film and stayed with it. I was looking forward to sharing it with everyone I know. Now it's dead in the water for reasons I don't understand.
Writing isn't making me feel better about any of this so I'm just going to stop. I just want my computer to work and my movie to still be going. Why can't I have that?
Apparently I am severely internet addicted because just this short time of not having my computer has made me extremely cranky and irritable. I am ready to snap at anyone and anything who gets in my way. Instead of wasting all day online I finished reading George R.R. Martin's A Clash of Kings but if you're at all familiar with the series you'll know that finishing that books isn't the best way to improve a bad mood.
Oh and you want to know what's really, really good? What's so full of fucking WIN the universe cannot contain it? The movie that I've been filming, that I've been so excited about being a part of CANNOT BE COMPLETED. Why? Because the lead actor has apparently decided to bow out with only TWO DAYS OF FILMING LEFT. I do not know why and I do not care. Fuck him. Fuck that guy. I hope something horrible something happens to him. I'm tired of getting fucked over and don't care for the excuses of the people who do it. I was EXTREMELY proud of my work in this movie. I was SO PROUD that I swallowed my anger when a man I have a pathological desire to maim came on as the "producer" in the middle of the film and stayed with it. I was looking forward to sharing it with everyone I know. Now it's dead in the water for reasons I don't understand.
Writing isn't making me feel better about any of this so I'm just going to stop. I just want my computer to work and my movie to still be going. Why can't I have that?
