The thing that surprised me most about this list was finding out you have a daughter! But if the Black Album is what you went through then I'm assuming that means you had terrible nightmares about werewolves, a bunch of holier-than-though types tried to sell you on a god that failed, and your attempts to become a nomad, vagabond what-you-will ultimately led you through the never. That is very sad, if true. If not, then I guess it doesn't matter. Nothing else matters either.